Japanese /White girl. Loser no friends I watched porn alone and slapped and abused my pussy until I was sobbing and used a pillow.Im not beutiful.Cute. Chuby bum I was self concious about so covered up with pantyhose and I got noticed. And I bullied cute White girls. I hated them. Id listen to them and meet them later. And abuse them spanking whipping then push thier heads down and if they didn't unerstand they got more. Then after hours Id hug them but a you cant leve. And they would cry quietly I felt human and patted her head said dumb nice things and she starts crying for real and saying thank you. I told her she was a liar and said if you want tokeep being my bitctcget a belt . I thought theyd leve but theyd leave. And they would talk bad to go along and felt shit 2 really meant it they were ones always doing charity and stopped with there old friends. I guess Idont hateyou but I dont care. But I got feelings. Of course abused. I just liked girls. I asked how bad it was expected things girls do,practice only forced.Bad but common . The Rich cute white girls were cum receptacles . Not mistreated because their culture sucks but short of scars or damage it was fine. The one thing that they hated was "I was being what I hated and thats my fault 100%. I said they weren't taken as blameless for that. Either live with it or talk to the ones you wronged own it and apologize. They dont have to accept it. If they dont want to talk to you or you know they hate you stay away. The hardest is when they do want to talk. You have -she understood accomplice and people know it was for nothing. Her friend didn't do so well n and out fmental health. I did what I told her but didn't to her and have no intrest in it. And I did it back? I remember being scared and alone and they blindside me. Originally I was going to do all that then abandon them. I had crush on them nd it hurt. It sucks for her but its supposed too so you dont feel goodbut if you dont thins get worse. Also she owes me lot of Nonreciprocal everything and I like it she lovesit. Theres justice in there.